12/28/2011

A little poetic reflection


It’s the first thing I write since you went away
The 15 of December what a cursed day
I just want to say death go let her stay
How can I survive with your absence every day?
I hope I can see you again someday
I want you to be proud of the person I have become today
I have your picture where in bed every night I lay
God witness of my love, he knows when I pray
It’s not fair you left on the holy holiday
It was Christmas and I was going to get a cake
To whom would I say on the 26th of December?
Happy birthday…
My heart is beating so fast, I can’t explain
Your memory in my heart will eternally remain
I remember everything even each feeling of pain
You were and forever will occupy the role, main
You are asking why am I writing on the keyboard.
Oh my beloved one you have to know I’m bored
It’s a fact that I can’t hear your voice
See? I’m big now but I want to be so small
I’m 24 years old now; it’s meaningless that I’m tall
I am your baby and for me you will be all.
You had always a heart around your neck
Like a house or a hotel people can check
I’m so lucky I have pushed sometimes Rec
God bless those who have created tech
I can loop and loop come back I can make a soup
You know soon I will fly, I will be in the sky
I will look from my window, meet me; Try!
I promise if I see you I won’t cry
Don’t worry you won’t feel cold, it’s dry
No rain, no clouds just you and I
Someone said one day we will all be dead
What a release to know we’ll meet again
Till that day I will wake up everyday
I will wait for the sun to go away
I know in my dreams you will prove to me
You are still there.
I Love you, was a stupid thing for me to say
For you it carries all the meanings a word can hold
Even verbally it goes for you Bold. 

R.